June 12th
So this afternoon i had to go feed Jazz’s horses for her and i went patted Katie the mare i will be riding in 2 months when she gets broken in and then just stood next to her and just thinking about riding her is already making me a bit nervous all that is replaying in my mind while looking at how big and stocky she is, is my accident off Dusty, that whole fear is coming back. I wish i could just get over it but i cant cause i cant get the whole replay of my accident out of my head.
